it's been a long week... with all the exams to clear n all the politics around the country, university n the rumors bout pulling back the recognition of this uni... at the same time.. christmas is so near.. i really miss the warm christmas i used to have with my family.. it had been 3 years since i celebrated christmas with dad n mom.. wonder how they feel n how would their christmas be like.. 3 more weeks to winter break.. n i'm kinda lost coz i wanna break and at the same time i know that i'll waste my precious time during this break.. but i really couldnt think of anything better to do.. how?? i miss ppl.. miss the good old days.. life seems so different.. i'm really lost.. try to live life differently but it's really not an easy thing to do.. wat will the future be like?? i can only trust in God..